Rockin The Baby!

I am linking up with Shell over at Things I Can't Say for her Rockin The Baby. I linked up last month for Rockin the Bump and loved it, so had to participate this time as well!:)

AD and I his first week home. *He's now 4--grew up too fast on me*

A picture of AD the first week of his life:)

This one is hard to see, but one of my favs. AN and me, the second day of her life.

My favorite picture of AN right after she was born. Beautiful little angel:)

Head on over and link up! It's a lot of fun!!!!

10 Days of Bullshit Challenge--Day 10

Day 10- Write a letter to you at 16 years old. 

Tory,

I know life seems really crazy to you right now, but don't stress. Things will turn out. Try not to stress too much about the kind of mom you are going to be, (currently you are 3 months pregnant). AD will be one of the best things that happens to you whether you feel like it now or not. 

You will face quite a few difficulties with AD's father, stick it out. In about a year you will get pregnant with the most beautiful little girl. AN will make your life complete.

DO NOT get married. It will be one of the biggest mistakes of your life. The marriage fails miserably after a year's time and it puts you through complete bullshit that is not necessary.

Finish high school. I know getting your GED seems easier now, but you will lose contact with quite a few of your friend after dropping out. 

Don't trust so easily. Learn that new people can sometimes be the enemy. Your new best friend SHOULD NOT be trusted. In the end her friendship will not be worth it. She eventually sleeps with your husband.

I know right now you are back and forth between AD's father and M. Don't stress about the decision you are making right now. Eventually you find your way back to M and you have an amazing life together the second time around. You will get pregnant and have a baby with him:) 

Spend more time with dad. You will lose him a couple of years from now. 

Don't worry about not having your "teenage years" to party. Enjoy spending the weekends at home with the little one. He will grow up before you know it. Several years from now you will have every other weekend to spend out with friends, but you will find out that you spend the first six months at home crying because you wish the kids were here.

Keep your head up. You are a beautiful and strong woman and will turn out to be just that. You will be the best mother you know how to be and life will not be as stressful and depressing as it seems to be now. 

You will succeed! Believe in yourself.

Sincerely,

Tory (5 years from now)

10 Days Of Bullshit Challenge--Day 9

Day 09- If your life was made into a movie what would the title be and who would you cast to play you?

If I had to think of a movie title, I would probably use something along the lines of "The Second Chance" or "The Second Time Around" ....something a little bit more catchy though since I suck at thinking of movie titles. Lol. 

If I had to pick an actress to play me I would probably pick Julia Roberts or Angelina Jolie just because they are awesome as shit with their acting skills.

10 Days of Bullshit Challenge--Day 8

Day 08- Has a person of the same sex made a pass at you, and what was your reaction?

This question makes me laugh. Like seriously. It makes me think back to my teenage years. I have had girls who were my friends in high school who were lesbians, but they knew where they stood with me. Your preference just don't ever try anything with me. I am not a lesbian, although I have nothing against some one who is. 

The first time I can think of ever being hit on by a girl I was probably about 14 years old. I was hanging out with a bunch of friends and a friend of one of the other girls was a lesbian. She ended up grabbing my ass and telling me I was "way too hott!" Lol. Okay sure.

10 Days Of Bullshit Challenge--Day 7

Day 07- What is the difference between love and lust?

So it's day 7 of this challenge and I'm really racking my brain today to figure out a way to answer this question. I have always told myself I knew the distinct difference between love and lust. Hell everyone should right? WRONG! Lust to me was the sort of relationship I have a couple of years ago. He was some random guy I met at a party, hooked up a couple of times, no emotional connection, no nothing. Then I had this huge ordeal where I wanted there to be way more and he didn't. Lust for him, like for me. I've never been a very good person with lust. Screw it!

Love. Hm..To be 100% completely honest, I believe I have only been in love two times in my whole life. Once to my "first love" and once to the father of AD and AN. Love can also kiss my ass. Love is trust, love is compassion, understand, honesty, commitment and being there for each other. The first time I fell in love, my heart was broke tremendously and I thought I would never bounce back from that. The second time I fell in love, the asshole slept with my best friend. Kudos to him I guess. Now I'm in love again. Doesn't count as a third time though because I've never quit loving the guy. He was my "first love" and he will be my "last love" :)

That's all I got!

10 Days of Bullshit Challenge--Day 6

Day 06- Who or what is your inspiration, and why?

This one is kind of hard me. I don't have just one outlet of inspiration, or one person for that matter either. I guess I'll start with this.

My children are the biggest inspiration to me. Most days when I have felt like giving up, just a hug, kiss or an "I love you" from them shows me that I am doing the best I can.

Another inspirational person to me is my boyfriend, M. He has been the most amazing person over the last year of my life. He helped me get through a lot and helped me to reestablish my self esteem. Best man ever by far:)

Now my biggest inspiration by far is my mother.  What an amazing woman! She is the strongest person I know. She has been through so much in her lifetime and dealt with everything to the best of her ability. She is the person who taught me to love, taught me respect and taught me pretty much everything I know about mothering. She raised me into a strong, kind hearted woman and I thank her everyday for all she has done for me!

10 Days Of Bullshit Challenge--Day 5

Day 05- Finish this sentence. If I could change one thing about myself it would be___________.

If I could change one thing about my it would be my voice. I have talked like this my whole life and it doesn't bother most of the people who know me, but I hate meeting new people because of it. I sound like I'm hoarse or that I have a massive cold. That's the joys of being born without your soft palate being developed! Thank you preemie bullcrap!